I dunno, I haven't been able to do art freely for a long time and I'm working on literally twelve cosplays and horn requests at once and I'm kinda just fried. It's really weird. At least I'm getting paid so ya know, maybe I can actually go to college...
Anyway, I've started streaming here and I try to stream once a day. I basically did all of my Brainiac 5 picture over stream if that's a bonus. I've been experimenting with graffiti art and stuff along with all of my cosplay work, but I also have life things to do since this is basically the do all or die portion of my youth. Youth is a funny thing.
I've recently been rather unentertained by the media wall I've created for myself. Life has been trying to regain my attention, as my father recently lost his job and the nonexistent money only getting tighter and tighter.... I've had more and more lucid dreams--even more than the usual ones. The deja vu has been sinking deeper too... All of this has made me so tired. The lack of acceptance that has been given to me is making me tired--stressed even. I'm basically exhausted.
To be honest, the only thing I really find entertaining at this point is absorbing the information that comes down my tumblr wall, whilst writing all of my many novels. All I do now is gather information, absorb it, and then produce a text made up of the same 26 letters that make up every other English text, just within a different combination--I'm getting off topic here--I'll just stop.
I'm glad that at least some people read this, if anyone is reading this actually... I often find these journals go rather unnoticed.